twelve year old

did you want a twelve year old pin-up?
for how long did you think i'd pose for you?
excuse me, should i take of my clothes
or will you do it for me?

did you like how my unruly hair was clenched in your fists?
was the sound your hand made against my cheek pleasant?
excuse me, am i allowed to scream
or will you refrain me?

did you get of at the struggles i put up?
could it be that i was asking for it?
excuse me, will you use me again
or will you throw me away after using?

did you think i wouldn't mind?
did you thin i'd forget after a while?
well here comes the newsflash:

i
never
forgot.

i
still
feel you
on
me
in
me.

i
will
always
remember.